The Thorn Birds video
from 1983 movie with
Richard Chamberlain as Ralph de Bricassart and Rachel Ward as Meggie.
Ralph: And who are you?
Meggie: I'm Meggie.
Ralph: Why do you tug so at my heart? Why do you fill that space God can't fill?
Meggie: No, I don't see.
Ralph: I think you do. Come here. Come on. Now, Meggie. We've been over this before. What you mustn't do is get in the habit of dreaming about me in some sort of romantic fashion. When you're a woman, you'll meet the man destined to be your husband. Then you'll be far too busy getting on with your life to think about me except as an old friend who helped you through some of the bad times of growing up. All right, my Meggie?
Meggie: Yes, Father. I understand.
Ralph: And what are you thinking, my dearest Meggie?
Meggie: Just that I wish the sun would never come up. We could stay like this forever.
Meggie: I'm not a child anymore. And I'm not your Meggie! I never was! All those years that I loved you and I waited for you, and I wanted you! You never wanted me.
Ralph: They told me where to find you. Forgive me.
Meggie: No. Damn you. No more.
Meggie: I was afraid to sleep. Afraid you'd be gone when I woke. What are you thinking?
Ralph: That in all my life I've never awakened in the same bed with another human being. That I'll never awaken again without wanting you there beside me. That I've fought a terrible battle and I've lost it. All those years of denying that I was a man and all to find with you that I want nothing more than to be a man. That I'll never be more than that.